Sunday, December 20, 2009

忘不了

有些回忆,管你怎么拔,也拔不掉;
有些人,管你怎么忘...

我只是还忘不了他开过的一个玩笑...



CR

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Learning...




may you smile,
don't be scared!!

let your hair down,
cut it bold, let it shine!
then you shine!!

why cry?
stop crying, learn shouting!
learn yelling! learn laughing! then you learn to be pretty,
is to be it...when you think you are pretty...

turn your head, and look at your own shadow,
then you know black is beautiful, then you know life need not much colour to be colourful...

CR

MC!MC!

MC!

Friday, December 11, 2009

沉淀

让我沉,
让我沉淀

J2N

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

最寂寞的时候




和喜欢他的声音!

Happy Ending





This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

亲爱的...







你那只画画的手,

长着双漂亮的眼睛。

看见我看见的,

画着我想着的。

我爱的;我亲爱的,

你看见我的笑容,

却画着我的泪流。

你却画着她的笑容,

看着我流泪。
Just2Nite

Monday, November 30, 2009

曾经想分享的...


今天,天没有很蓝。

心情也一样。

我没有看见你爱的彩虹,没有丝毫感慨,因为那是你爱的;我爱的是夜空。

和我的忧郁个性没有关系,我保留我对黑色的眷恋。

相信有些毒是药,就像有时候我就是爱不爱我的,但我就是不得不爱,有些毒就是不喝不痛快,不试不会懂它可以是你的药。

我发现我背后有颗眼睛。很小一颗,却是看得如此的清楚,他看见没有人,当然它不会看见你。他看见我的背后不会有人,在我未来的日子里;就像我看见我面前的。

我还是爱着我的人生。我还是相信我会遇见你,因为,我知道,我不会想活着,如果我没有相信任何奇迹的余地。我还想活着,因为你还活着。不想干着,却被影响着,可笑的关系,我又可笑的人生。

我好像知道得太多了,会否不再那么可笑,还是其实一直都并没有那么可笑。凭什么,阻止人生不再可笑?凭什么,你就不让我笑?哈哈哈。 哈哈哈!哈哈哈? 我就是要笑。我可以控制的,你凭什么不给?我要的,你凭什么带走? CIBAI!

Monday, November 23, 2009

heart beat...

Give me my heart Beat,
return me my Pressure....

then i stop crying


Just2nite

Sunday, November 22, 2009

一点光

给我一点,一点,
光。

Monday, November 9, 2009

Search me...

Did you ever searched me?
i doubt...on you and my trust on you...
Try to tell me, once that you ever looked for me,
and i will believe, believe in you and my smiles were true...
i believed that my smiles came from you...
as long as you search, you see....

Thursday, November 5, 2009

calmly, i lost...

don't talk,
and i don't talk...

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

He insists i need to post his beautiful SMALL room.....then i did

His Tidy room....

can't speak a word when i saw this is the only picture in his room...

cause i got the same in mine....


the Light, with real crystals.....

which he was so proud of....


the painting, we both like very much.....


Apple chairrr??
I'm not sure is it because when you are so alone...you need friend so much, and i guess i am very lucky that when i was lost, and when i was at the lowest, my best friend is always there to me...
Always i feel grateful and pleased when i know when i lost almost everything, i have my best friends there, who shows full support no matter where i fall... they call, they look for me, then they caught me back, and put me back to shape....
Found that i become more forgetful when the day passes....
was so worried i got 'Lao Ren Ci Tai', but i never can forget how we met each other and built up our friendship... just like you never forget when you first saw me (when we were still Form 3), my face was full of pimples....
Things change, Lovers change, i'm tired of it....guess i will get more sick of this changes and may not want to face any of this anymore....
at this moment, i wish i will have all my Best friends around....they are my eternity Loves.......

Saturday, August 15, 2009

? similaritY

is there any between us?

guess, we all fly here and there, but knowing that we will meet.
whenever we want to stop

Monday, August 10, 2009

不需要





当大家都不清醒时,

一切都不需要清楚的。


照片是这样,

回忆也是一样。
原来,
何必醒来?

fish dies...people dies....

the fish died, the next day i was there.....
why? why? why?

黄小琥, 给会听福建歌的你们

my forever idol...

Thursday, August 6, 2009


我是越变越冷漠了,
连我关心和爱的人,
我也不懂得爱了吗?
我看不见我冷漠的理由?
但是,我疼爱的,我关心的,
他们看见吗?
时间走得很快,我却还在爬。
接不接受
我给的,受的,都只有残酷的温柔。

家有喜事


好久没有见我二姐,这次回去见她,

得到了一个惊喜,

我又要成为人家舅舅了,

虽然,已经成为好多年,

知道这消息,还是很开心。

yeah!!!

:)
虽然,才仅仅两个月而已,还不能确定会是外甥还是外甥女,

可是,

大外甥对我说,

‘一定是女的,你不信?你不信啊?等医生看了,你就知道!

虽然,虽然那天我们都一起见了医生,医生也说,还太早,无法确认是 kuku 还是 nonok,

回到家,

还是很期望有妹妹的大外甥,

‘你看,你看,都说了啦,是女的,你不信,你就是不信!’

‘哦。。。’

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Birthday Celebration 4

forgot to take a nice one before i ate my lovely and tasty cake...


never thought two of us could finish this, but we did...
impressive...
emm, actually the celebration on my Birthday started with a 10 dollar massage, which was a Pain to me...never had this painful massage on my back...
then, it was the dinner, with the cakes....and birthday song from the stuffs.....
lastly, a movie, Harry Potter, which i fell asleep at the middle part, i'm supposed it was due to i was too tired, not because of the movie is boring....
thanks for my Lovely roomate for all this lovely arrangement, was a surprise for me...


Sunday, August 2, 2009

lost to your Birthday...

At last, i lost, in whatever aspects it could be...

i lost to him...badly... though nobody knows, i can't hide, as i am not used to...

A birthday song was just not enough for anything, it's nothing, won't be anything to you...

Thanksgiving, thanksgiving i would say, thanks for loving the one i loved always...

i know you are happy, i guess my wish is just pointless, and you will be loved, and you will always be happy. And i should be Happy too, Happy Birthday....to you, to me...

Thursday, July 30, 2009

My Birthday...

LOVE this pic, appreciate my friend bought candles, burnt himself, edited this pic to my Birthday...
and the most important thing, he got the quantity of candle right!!keke

Birthday Celebration 3!!!

It's all about cakes...and burgers...
Long time no see, long time no chat,
You suddenly called and wished me,
good friends just don't forget....
small, but cute

birthday burger...

cakes, cakes, at least there were Mango inside...i just eat and eat and eat....




Different-less

Fake, yet Real

poeple like fake stories,
then people are creating, telling, listening, and believing...

it's all about choosing,
shows no difference...


Show your colours...

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