Differentless

性感？

2010-04-25T10:55:00.004+08:00

Celtryan,

You only see Sexiness?
I wonder...

Maybe you were not on the spot where the pics were taken...
i did not see sexiness, i see others...

well, i like this pic that i took, i really think i took something else more....

J2N

性感？

2010-04-25T10:31:00.004+08:00

Ryan,

不懂从哪天起，我都从不觉得你性感，而且开始很乏味，很纳闷；
但，
看见J替你拍的这两张照片后，我只想说，

‘久违了，性感的Ryan。’

cheers,
celtryan

终于舍得的你们

2010-02-02T22:29:00.001+08:00

致终于舍得的你们,

忽然，我想起了你们。
当这首歌的一段段，那么贴切的陈述着你和你。
终于舍得过自己的生活，

当他决定了向左，他向前走了。
当他决定了向左，你向前走了吗？

当谁都不再等谁了，都懂了...

celtryan

Dear J2N

2010-01-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

Dear J2N,
你好！
谢谢你关心我的生活。

我的烦恼，看似你很是清楚。哈！我明白自己是珍贵的，所以如今每一天都在学习着如何爱护珍贵的东西，那包括我和他的回忆，既然忘不了的，我选择面对自己的感受，为这段回忆我愿意妥协的可以不只这些，所以请别再要我忘记这和我一样珍贵的东西。

记得，你曾经想知道我对从前，现在，与未来的想法。
我忽然很想对你的疑问做表达，虽然这些想法明天一大清早，很可能又会有所改变，

关于现在 - 和你所写的一样，我不懂该把自己放在哪个位子，和你所表达不同的是，我并没有要把自己放在任何一个位子上；再和你想的不同的还有，我没有为这件事情看来沮丧，或正在烦恼着，反而，我享受着。

我发觉（虽然之前已经知道了），自己忽冷忽热的性格，很叫身边的人难受，这会不会是单身后的情绪化较糟糕，荷尔蒙较失调呢？well, 这是我正在担心的，可是，这也不代表我会随便要一个人来爱我，包括你在内，最多去找医生调个平衡荷尔蒙来吃也好！

关于未来 - 一片空白。

我是所真的。很想向你说说我的计划，可是实际上自己就是个不爱计划的人，或应该说，是个不会计划的人。可是，我知道，我有很多很多我想做的事情，我会慢慢实现，而我可以看得见，我的明天，我都会是开心的。

这些开心的事情，而也是你会陪我一起做的，因为，这人生会是我控制的，没得你太多给意见。

总而言之，你会和我一样，需要自由，爱上自由！我，会带着你飞！

最近，知道你身体都没有很好，你需要多点休息的时间。
保重！

Ryan

P/S: 我并没有忘了提‘关于从前’，而是，关于从前的想法，谁理啊！？？一起向前冲咯！！

Dear Ryan,

2010-01-16T19:06:00.003+08:00

Dear Ryan,

i know sometimes you have hard times placing yourself, finding who you are...

no worries, as from now on,
let me play your game, and
i'm putting you anywhere, naming you noone....

nobody loves you, nobody will love you, i will!

it's gonna be a new fun time! for both of us...

cheers
J2N

life-traffic

2010-01-10T21:03:00.004+08:00

i can't breath, i don't breath...

as it's fast, it never stops...

it's life....

J2N

忘不了

2009-12-20T15:02:00.006+08:00

有些回忆，管你怎么拔，也拔不掉；
有些人，管你怎么忘...

我只是还忘不了他开过的一个玩笑...

Learning...

2009-12-16T21:08:00.003+08:00

may you smile,
don't be scared!!

let your hair down,
cut it bold, let it shine!
then you shine!!

why cry?
stop crying, learn shouting!
learn yelling! learn laughing! then you learn to be pretty,
is to be it...when you think you are pretty...

turn your head, and look at your own shadow,
then you know black is beautiful, then you know life need not much colour to be colourful...

MC!MC!

2009-12-16T20:28:00.002+08:00

MC!

沉淀

2009-12-11T19:09:00.002+08:00

让我沉，
让我沉淀

J2N

最寂寞的时候

2009-12-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

和喜欢他的声音！

Happy Ending

2009-12-09T19:55:00.000+08:00

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

亲爱的...

2009-12-06T22:46:00.002+08:00

你那只画画的手，

长着双漂亮的眼睛。

看见我看见的，

画着我想着的。

我爱的；我亲爱的，

你看见我的笑容，

却画着我的泪流。

你却画着她的笑容，

看着我流泪。
Just2Nite

曾经想分享的...

2009-11-30T22:32:00.003+08:00

今天，天没有很蓝。

心情也一样。

我没有看见你爱的彩虹，没有丝毫感慨，因为那是你爱的；我爱的是夜空。

和我的忧郁个性没有关系，我保留我对黑色的眷恋。

相信有些毒是药，就像有时候我就是爱不爱我的，但我就是不得不爱，有些毒就是不喝不痛快，不试不会懂它可以是你的药。

我发现我背后有颗眼睛。很小一颗，却是看得如此的清楚，他看见没有人，当然它不会看见你。他看见我的背后不会有人，在我未来的日子里；就像我看见我面前的。

我还是爱着我的人生。我还是相信我会遇见你，因为，我知道，我不会想活着，如果我没有相信任何奇迹的余地。我还想活着，因为你还活着。不想干着，却被影响着，可笑的关系，我又可笑的人生。

我好像知道得太多了，会否不再那么可笑，还是其实一直都并没有那么可笑。凭什么，阻止人生不再可笑？凭什么，你就不让我笑？哈哈哈。哈哈哈！哈哈哈？我就是要笑。我可以控制的，你凭什么不给？我要的，你凭什么带走？ CIBAI！

看不清的，却想太透

2009-11-28T21:28:00.003+08:00

一个人生活

2009-11-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

忽然有感触！

heart beat...

2009-11-23T20:11:00.002+08:00

Give me my heart Beat,
return me my Pressure....

then i stop crying

Just2nite

一点光

2009-11-22T12:07:00.000+08:00

给我一点，一点，
光。

Search me...

2009-11-09T22:18:00.003+08:00

Did you ever searched me?
i doubt...on you and my trust on you...
Try to tell me, once that you ever looked for me,
and i will believe, believe in you and my smiles were true...
i believed that my smiles came from you...
as long as you search, you see....

calmly, i lost...

2009-11-05T22:00:00.001+08:00

don't talk,
and i don't talk...

another memorable place to be remembered...

2009-11-02T22:14:00.001+08:00

KoTa TiNgGi

2009-10-25T22:56:00.001+08:00

rough is nice

2009-10-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

the blower's daughter

2009-10-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

Pulau Ubin I

2009-10-01T20:55:00.003+08:00

touched

2009-09-23T19:39:00.001+08:00

touched...

还是不想说话

2009-09-07T20:55:00.001+08:00

-colours-

2009-09-06T22:55:00.001+08:00

From Forest

2009-09-06T01:56:00.002+08:00

show me some lightssss

2009-09-05T23:43:00.001+08:00

He insists i need to post his beautiful SMALL room.....then i did

2009-08-19T20:31:00.007+08:00

His Tidy room....

can't speak a word when i saw this is the only picture in his room...

cause i got the same in mine....

the Light, with real crystals.....

which he was so proud of....

the painting, we both like very much.....

Apple chairrr??

I'm not sure is it because when you are so alone...you need friend so much, and i guess i am very lucky that when i was lost, and when i was at the lowest, my best friend is always there to me...

Always i feel grateful and pleased when i know when i lost almost everything, i have my best friends there, who shows full support no matter where i fall... they call, they look for me, then they caught me back, and put me back to shape....

Found that i become more forgetful when the day passes....

was so worried i got 'Lao Ren Ci Tai', but i never can forget how we met each other and built up our friendship... just like you never forget when you first saw me (when we were still Form 3), my face was full of pimples....

Things change, Lovers change, i'm tired of it....guess i will get more sick of this changes and may not want to face any of this anymore....

at this moment, i wish i will have all my Best friends around....they are my eternity Loves.......

? similaritY

2009-08-15T01:36:00.002+08:00

is there any between us?

guess, we all fly here and there, but knowing that we will meet.
whenever we want to stop

不需要

2009-08-10T23:05:00.004+08:00

当大家都不清醒时，

一切都不需要清楚的。

照片是这样，

回忆也是一样。

原来，

何必醒来？

fish dies...people dies....

2009-08-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

the fish died, the next day i was there.....

why? why? why?

黄小琥，给会听福建歌的你们

2009-08-10T19:13:00.001+08:00

my forever idol...

回

2009-08-06T22:51:00.003+08:00

我是越变越冷漠了，

连我关心和爱的人，

我也不懂得爱了吗?

我看不见我冷漠的理由？

但是，我疼爱的，我关心的，

他们看见吗？

时间走得很快，我却还在爬。

接不接受

我给的，受的，都只有残酷的温柔。

家有喜事

2009-08-06T22:24:00.004+08:00

好久没有见我二姐，这次回去见她，

得到了一个惊喜，

我又要成为人家舅舅了，

虽然，已经成为好多年，

知道这消息，还是很开心。

yeah!!!

:)
虽然，才仅仅两个月而已，还不能确定会是外甥还是外甥女，

可是，

大外甥对我说，

‘一定是女的，你不信？你不信啊？等医生看了，你就知道！’

虽然，虽然那天我们都一起见了医生，医生也说，还太早，无法确认是 kuku 还是 nonok,

回到家，

还是很期望有妹妹的大外甥，

‘你看，你看，都说了啦，是女的，你不信，你就是不信！’

‘哦。。。’

Birthday Celebration 4

2009-08-04T23:16:00.004+08:00

forgot to take a nice one before i ate my lovely and tasty cake...

never thought two of us could finish this, but we did...

impressive...

emm, actually the celebration on my Birthday started with a 10 dollar massage, which was a Pain to me...never had this painful massage on my back...

then, it was the dinner, with the cakes....and birthday song from the stuffs.....

lastly, a movie, Harry Potter, which i fell asleep at the middle part, i'm supposed it was due to i was too tired, not because of the movie is boring....

thanks for my Lovely roomate for all this lovely arrangement, was a surprise for me...

lost to your Birthday...

2009-08-02T22:57:00.005+08:00

At last, i lost, in whatever aspects it could be...

i lost to him...badly... though nobody knows, i can't hide, as i am not used to...

A birthday song was just not enough for anything, it's nothing, won't be anything to you...

Thanksgiving, thanksgiving i would say, thanks for loving the one i loved always...

i know you are happy, i guess my wish is just pointless, and you will be loved, and you will always be happy. And i should be Happy too, Happy Birthday....to you, to me...

My Birthday...

2009-07-30T19:47:00.003+08:00

LOVE this pic, appreciate my friend bought candles, burnt himself, edited this pic to my Birthday...

and the most important thing, he got the quantity of candle right!!keke

Birthday Celebration 3!!!

2009-07-30T19:24:00.002+08:00

It's all about cakes...and burgers...

Long time no see, long time no chat,

You suddenly called and wished me,

good friends just don't forget....

small, but cute

birthday burger...

cakes, cakes, at least there were Mango inside...i just eat and eat and eat....

My birthday celebration II

2009-07-28T18:45:00.004+08:00

well, the second celebration happened in Batam, Indonesia.
It's my first time visiting Indonesia, and found it's so near to where i stay...
after, well taking some pics by my Baby in the ferry (did not perform well, as was dead after getting out from the ferry)

the party started with our Indonesian dishes,
-Nasi Kuning
-Nasi Timbel
-XXX sayur (forgot the name)
-juice - Tom & Jerry ??? (apple + tomato)

my nasi Timbel.... not bad not bad!!!

we chose this spa, and again, was good enough, it just opened two months ago....the things are quite new....

3 hours of spa and massage.....too great....

the funniest thing for me might be the paper underwear, disposable one....felt difficult to put it on....really transparent....

nice view while having my birthday seafood....

emmm....sure we need something to make us feel higher...keke..

kanpaiiiii.............

it had non-stop of kanpai after that....

my happy meal....

things were not getting well all the time...

we hardly walked straightly home after that...

end my party with getting lost in my mrt station, walked back home, then being unconcious after that on my bed, luckily...

cheersssss

1st Birthday Celebration....

2009-07-28T00:16:00.005+08:00

My first Birthday celebration, was having this Tauhua.....

never know Singapore sells such a soft and nice tauhua, was brought by my friend to this place.

Was not disappointed at all...

After having the Tauhua celebration, we had our Photo taking session....in singapore, well, again, was not disappointed too.....

My Birthday.....

2009-07-27T00:36:00.002+08:00

emmm, well, very fast, it came my birthday for 2009....

don't count the candles in this pic to judge my age...

well, the coming posts will be the 'big big small small' birthday celebration i had within these few days...

200 pounds beauty

2009-07-24T19:30:00.003+08:00

accidentally, i have the chance to watch back this clip,

then i have chance to remember all those happy moments i had...

then i have chance to realise how much i had been loved by someone...

I'm glad

世界之最

2009-07-19T01:49:00.003+08:00

still my idol, wish to share this song with you guys...

世界之最 - 郑秀文

如果，你听到最后，我最爱的一句

‘我原本，以为只要我愿意。’

Hong Kong Trip III

2009-07-18T20:36:00.006+08:00

so narcist, won't miss out the chance to shoot myself...using my baby...

Like the pic, with the Pub sign board at my back, 'LOST'...

sun light on me again...

2009-07-18T12:11:00.000+08:00

like the sun light on me...

like everything could be so natural...

Hong Kong Trip II

2009-07-16T21:22:00.010+08:00

to continue sharing for the trip, i wish to share the pics that i took with my Babe...
places i visited, can't really tell the names for all the places...
many places, i walked with my cramped and painful legs...wet shirts, pants, even underwears to reach the POPULAR destinations and to 'fully enjoy' the trip...

please enjoy some pics i LOVE from this trip in Hong Kong...cheers!!

well, my favourite pic...for this trip...

maaa, my favourite place...in this trip...

Giant buddha...

forget which street this is already...

obvious, was taken in Goldfish street...

.

..

...

Hong Kong Trip

2009-07-14T22:06:00.014+08:00

wish to post this so long ago...

bought the ticket to Hong Kong long long time ago, planned and looking forward for this trip so so long ago... was worried whether i could be permitted to visit and then come back to Malaysia as the H1N1 had not become better at all... well, people asked me not to go, i never thought about it at all though, would still go alone even if my other friends decided not to go, couldn't find a reason for that...

so the first pic, i must show all the people who concerned so much for me, i did what i promised, i put on the mask all the way, once i reached airport, from Singapore to Kuala Lumpur, then from KL to Penang, and even Alor Setar to KL, at last KL to Hong Kong, and Hong Kong to KL, last lastly, KL to SG.

then, then, i started to eat, to satisfy my stomach after so long of starvation for my diet program.....

to be continued......

on Where i went, and What i Shot...

my new babe...

2009-07-14T21:51:00.001+08:00

my new babe, D90
see what she did for me...

Complicated feelings!

2009-06-27T21:01:00.003+08:00

I've been seeking for answers from day to day.

Living a life with no direction.

So am I lost? Adapting to the surroundings?

Or am I changing for the better?

holding tight still

2009-06-08T20:44:00.001+08:00

shall i hold,

hold my love,

holding it with my own hands,

it changes every second...

But, i will hold,

as it's the only thing i can own,

by just holding tight...

with my own hands

I still stand...

2009-06-08T20:20:00.002+08:00

what would you do?

what did you ever do seeing me helpless,

seeing me falling,

falling hard on the floor...

tears dropping on only cheeks...

that's me,

i will stand....

just too strong to fall....

闭上吧！关上吧！耳朵也；眼睛也

2009-06-08T19:57:00.003+08:00

沉闷了一阵子，是否就不会再沉闷？

沉默了好久，是否就该开始说话了吗？

听了很多年，爱了很久的歌，是时候闭上耳朵，更关上双眼...

SaKuRa

2009-05-21T20:42:00.001+08:00

I am precious

2009-05-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

想把眼泪写在日记里

2009-05-08T19:41:00.004+08:00

把眼泪，都写在我们日记的最后一页，漂亮的一页。
the last page of our diary, please fill with words of tears, beautiful words of tears
( p/s: Kenji, this time you need not to look for google translation...keke)

回到，那条街

2009-05-06T19:40:00.003+08:00

我就要开始更加自恋了！！！

happiest moments with Cota, Hiro, Patrick

2009-05-03T20:17:00.004+08:00

世界一番うまいスープ、HIRO のPUMPKIN スープ！！！！

takoyaki

my sweet sakura wine and sake with gold

kimuchi crab, cheese cake

kimchi, tempura

黑暗里的说话

2009-05-03T19:54:00.005+08:00

依然，
我们还是在黑暗里说话，
分手时，说的话总是模糊，又是口是心非的。
沾手的眼泪，沾在你的背上，然后回到自己的脸上，再被还没干的手背狠狠擦掉。
原来，在这段感情的末端，我也会有失掉理智，失控疯狂的时候。
你那 {很想回到从前}
假伟大的我，强忍泪的我，一直都想回到从前的我。。。
{不要再提从前了!!} 狠狠的这一句, 会狠过接下来冷漠给我的吗?
无法动弹的我，没有呼吸的我，全身都颤抖着的我。。。
{......}
一直都只有自己再说想回到从前,很想回到从前,
以为一直只会有自己在怀恋从前,
那是第一次,你让我知道,
你也有在想念,
我们的从前.

在黑暗里说话,我用心在听,

再小声,我还是听得很清楚.

在黑暗里说话,我无法看见你的泪流,

可是,第一次, 我感觉你流泪.

彼此都明白. 这一次是个结束.

连我的颤抖, 也不会被安抚.

连你的主动, 也不会被接受了.

你该知道这一次是不一样的;

你可以感觉到我的感觉;

当你问我,

而我的答案是<感觉已经不一样了>

因为你明白,这一次,

不只是我失去了你你也第一次真真失去了我.

<不管以后发生什么事,你也一样可以找我商量,一定要告诉我,>

<哦.>

<我知道你一定不会的>

<哈...>

被你了解，那短暂的一刻，我感觉自己没有离开你。

-I AM BACK-

2009-04-20T23:41:00.003+08:00

First LOVE, Endless LOVE..

...jokes...

i am back

i am back with my own style,

back with my own pace...

found out from your voice,

from your eyes,

from your laughters...

YOUR LIES

原来我没有得罪你，

我只是得罪了你的他，

而没有发觉,

你已不开心了。

..............

2009-04-11T02:49:00.002+08:00

是我的海 - 蘇打綠

这些日子以来突然间变成一片空白
这段日子是否沉睡中忽然哭醒过来
太多意外没想要勉强我感慨
太多困难会让人害怕看未来
你知道我不想离开你知道我有多无奈
如果时间一直走得那么快我怎么对你依赖
泪流出来该怎么办
是我的海阳光的下午慢慢感染
海也不蓝飞起的梦想都变尘埃
是我的海寂静的下午默默离开
当海不蓝转过身不能再宠爱
我多想大声喊我多不想明白
我只想唱来一些温暖在
我们心里不会腐坏

listen to this song by clicking on the title...
touched by it so much...

Nikko, 日光

2009-03-30T21:08:00.007+08:00

The very kind Strawberry Farm owner... i pick + eat + ta bao = free

Forget which mountain is that already...

xxxx Fall.... nice view really...

Toshogu

Three monkeys

nice mountains + nice LAKE, hehe

Shinkyou, 神橋

well, someone so kind brought us to those places with car, and prepared the information on Nikko by printing out what he found.

Should share this with someone who wish to know, or may want to visit this beautiful place...

INTRODUCTION

The history and culture of Mount Nikko, a sacred site whose origins can be traced back to the seventh century.

The Nikko Toshougu Temple and the Taiyuin Reibyo area situated at the apex of the mausoleum architecture that flourished in pre-modern Japan.

The beauty of ornate, complex and highly decorated buildings is diametrically contrasted with the aesthetic standards of 20th century modernist architecture.

A cultural site without parallel anywhere in the world consisting of a group of 103 heritage buildings and the woods which encloses them.

The efforts made by people in the past to conserve and repair the buildings and traditional conversation skills handed down to the present in order to transmit the heritage on to future generations.

p/s: too long to continue....

too scared

2009-03-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

scared of being read through

scared of being exposed

scared of being explored

scared to show

scared to breath

Hakone, 箱根

2009-03-25T20:54:00.005+08:00

I spent so much time on different transportations,
from train, to shinkansen, then cable car, ropeway, then cruise, then bus, and trains again.

This place was so nice, so beautiful, but was too cold, was shivering...

black Eggs?

the cruise...

The perfect moment was at the end of the trip, Onzen. keke.....and this time was Roten, outdoor one...

The trip was not perfect as the weather went bad when i was in the cruise, which was the time where Fujisan, Fuji mountain could be seen. Only managed to see it when i was in the train, a far view of it.

Maid cafe

2009-03-23T22:00:00.002+08:00

wanted to post this so long...

went to this cafe last week at Akihabara with two friends, and it was my first time, first experience to get into

MAID CAFE

went into this maid cafe called 'Mai dreamin' simply because the gal talked with us so hard on the street to get into her cafe (we planned to go another one, where the lady who passing the brochures was prettier and cuter, hehe)

anyway, we went in, and ordered some drinks, and one of the most popular one should be 'shaka shaka' means, shaker, or cocktail i should say. The only difference was the Maid will shake the cocktail in front of us, and asked us to shout along with her when she shaked the bottle.

'shaka shaka...'

'moi moi...'

'shaka shaka...'

'ngup ngup...??'

haha

we just did...

the Maids in the cafe were not as prettier as i thougth they shall be...though one of them was OK.

look at this website, though there were just four maids were seen there.

http://maidreamin.com/staff.html

anyway, a good and new experience...

Ebisu, 恵比寿

2009-03-22T19:58:00.005+08:00

Yebisu Museum

Beer Jelly

Beer tasting...

Dead Fish...

2009-03-20T23:40:00.003+08:00

I lost something in me

something had gone from myself

I'm running away so many times,

i knew it's out from me,

but i never care to notice

leave it alone

and

leave myself alone.

din try to ask

din even try to run

it takes too much to do either one

it takes too much to face

don't try to ask

don't try to run

it will take too much to do either one

it takes too much to know...

The food i have in Japan Part II

2009-03-17T20:48:00.004+08:00

Odaiba, お台場

2009-03-16T23:55:00.004+08:00

水上バス

went to odaiba on last Sunday, this time by ferry, they call it 'bus on the water', i guess it's the best time we got on it, as we could see the best sun shine...heavy refreshing cold wind...and the nicest views...

Hoorayyyy

2009-03-16T23:47:00.003+08:00

Yeah, i passed the exam, ( like a bit late to celebrate and showing my excitement here)
just got my result from my friend (isn't in my hometown, couldn't really having a look on my result which sent to my home)

here, i announce Ryan passed the JLPT 2, with
Kanji 69
Listening 67
Grammer 149
Total : 285 / 400

Yeah...

To Love You More

2009-03-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

Still remember the song you sent to me,

Your excitement, from your words,

You asked me to read the lyrics and saying those words are what you wanted to tell me,

I read them word by word,

I felt touched and i guess i could feel you on that night,

But i was shaking on the other morning,

and the nights after that,

I am losing something,

a believe, someone, you...

as a song is too cold,

and i can't hold it tight...

-To Love You More-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHYgVnF9aBY

my new head phone...em, i don't have old one though

2009-03-15T00:52:00.001+08:00

got an extra large head phone....

fit my big head so well..

haha

My new camera?

2009-03-14T18:57:00.002+08:00

just bought this, and found i start to love it...more and more...

Lumix, Panasonic DMC-LX2

新相机的自拍照。嘻

不动于衷

2009-03-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

原来心刺是可以被拔起来，

可以不拔，

也可以拔不起来。

拔了起来，也未必可以没有疤，不深的伤疤？

眼看着有一段珍贵的友谊，

要被‘不说出口’，

不明不白，

的漫漫被侵袭，

而我却只能睁着眼睛，

不动于衷...

i shall control....my own train...

2009-03-08T22:41:00.001+08:00

My new training place, Utsunomiya...

2009-03-08T21:58:00.004+08:00

Just moved to this small town, Utsunomiya... famous with Gyouza... and have this little video to share...

Had Okonomiyaki with boss....which were so nice....cause i got the chance to eat Cheese okonomiyaki....yeye...

Food while i am here in Japan

2009-03-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

Last but not least, the instant ramen i cooked for myself...

shopping mood just don't stop...

2009-03-05T23:16:00.002+08:00

just brought this lovely boot back from Yokohama....

Karaoke

2009-03-05T22:58:00.004+08:00

Aisu tabehodai....ice cream buffet, but they din charge us for this...we had 10....

看清楚，他不是Jay Chou, ‘屋顶’ ，他比较 leng cai....

they have the latest song, at least they have this, ' Better in Time'... 'thought i couldn't live without you.....'

That was rainy day, got in to the karaoke after working, the first time to karaoke for this time Japan trip, though i always thought of going as the sound system in Japan karaoke is better, make people voice sounds just nicer....don't believe it, just get in to try once when you get to Japan...ha

Gala Yuzawa, my happiest day...

2009-03-02T22:12:00.009+08:00

Gala Yuzawa

Ueno station, first time taking Shinkansen 10.30 pm -->Yuzawa station 11.50 pm --> taking 5 minutes bus --> getting into Gala ski centre 12.00 pm --> Yeah, getting into Oyu, big bath place, where everyone get naked, haha --> then sleep at 1.30 pm (couldn't really sleep, might be due to over excited, couldn't wait to snowboard...) --> woke up, 7 pm, then Oyu again, everyone got naked again..hehe --> got ready, had breakfast --> rent, and changed, holding the snowboard --> taking pics, of course --> started snowboarding.............................. --> then took pics --> then snowboarded again --> then took pics --> then snowboarded --> then had lunch --> and snowboarded again...

something so proud of myself... i got up the Lift for 11 times, it means i slided down for 11 times, 7 times for the elimentary level, 3 times for elimentary + middle level, 1 time for middle level (there was some part very narrow for this level)...

i guess the another side of this excitement was now, i got my whole body in pain, and whole face burnt... sun burnt...

p/s : guessed it wasn't excited enough for us, last night, after came back, we celebrated with this wine, just like we never had to work today....haha.....

next blog should be something about the food we had last night after snowboarding, and just now, the buffet....

snowboard videos

2009-03-02T00:11:00.004+08:00

just back from SNOWBOARDING,

too tired, and having wine with friends now...

will have more pics and words very very soon...

SNOWBOARDING IN REAL SNOW THIS TIME

2009-02-28T11:54:00.003+08:00

Thank God, these few days, it rained, and snowed....
and i heard, the place i'm going has 160cm height of snow.......

THEN, I AM GOING SNOWBOARDING THERE
HOORAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

now, the only thing is i gotta get the ticket later....

Tokyo, snowed at last....

2009-02-28T01:27:00.005+08:00

At last, Tokyo snowed...

wish to see snowing so much, though it's already so cold without snowing, still i wish could have chance to see and feel the snow again, after my first time of seeing snow 2 years before...

so excited about it...and i hope this sunday will have more chance to see real snow, as i may go Ski and my SNOWBOARDING...hehe....

this is the whitening cream....that i made myself.... It's not as easy as i thought it would be......

Toshiba NB100

2009-02-25T00:39:00.003+08:00

oh, i just bought this...

I'M NOW POOR...

but the shopping mood is still on...

the travel around plan has just began...

let's sing along......

笑, 很简单

2009-02-23T23:15:00.003+08:00

很困，

但，

很想写些东西，

想表达。

我很高兴，也被感动。

原来...

要让你爱的人笑，有多难？

要让爱你的人不再为你而哭才不容易；

要让自己为了爱的人而哭，有多难？

要让自己为了自己而笑才不简单。

yoyogi koen 代々木　earth market, Meiji Jingu 明治神宮、shibuya 渋谷 again...

2009-02-22T01:30:00.009+08:00

to prove to you Heipy, that i know Totoro, i collected some of these, the little gal was mad when they see this in the movie...
nice place to hang out at yoyogi koen...
i saw lovers, families, friends, pets, warm scences...

the Earth market in Yoyogi koen, most of them selling food....and organic things (like organic cotton), healthy food, vegetables...

after searching for so long, i found my old house, it's been such a long time...

here, they sell very nice hokkaido ramen, unfortunately i din have it, but my friend had it, inside the soup, it has a big cube of butter, it tasted so nice... Hokkaido ramen....

can't just walk around without buying, and today i bought this...

Rainy day...

2009-02-20T23:43:00.005+08:00

Rainy day, people are walking with umbrellas; people is hiding under the bridge, for years....

The same views i will see for another two weeks, gotta appreciate more...nice sakura trees, though not yet blossom; nice river, with perfect sun set...

Do i really that like 格仔衣？ ha...and boxers.....

the cheap cheap Kasutera i had in Ueno Street...12 for 300yen

The cute biscuits that i like the most, it's not just cheap ( below 100yen each), they have many flavours, then, though not all, at least my favourite, cheese flavour (green colour wrapper) is so tasty....

Strawberries in Meiji Yogurt...

2009-02-19T21:37:00.005+08:00

Fruits in Japan were so expensive...

One honeydew could be sole from 1000yen to 8000yen (sure the price can be higher, 8000yen is the highest i have seen so far though)

One mango can be few thousand yen too...

Strawberry is also expensive, just today i was so lucky to have found these two packs, with 198 yen each, hehe...too happy, as their strawberries are sweet instead of sour...

i have yogurt in my fridge, everytime i will add with banana, but today strawberries...

被抛弃的香蕉

found them, Boyceavenue

2009-02-16T01:33:00.002+08:00

like this song sang this way...

It's been the longest winter without you

I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock

Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it Now I realize that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV

Without something there to remind me

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh

Hurt my feelings but that's the path

I'll believe inAnd I know time will heal it

If you didn't notice boy you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really love youI'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is

I'll be fine without youYes I will

[Chorus: x2]Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)

It'll all get better in time

then i found this, just like it too...

15th Harajuku 原宿

2009-02-16T01:16:00.007+08:00

Today is Harajuku, and it's the place i like the most maybe...

cause it's simply a shopping heaven...

Had takoyaki in this popular shop...so tasty....

having Ramen again, from Kyushuu Jangara...again, tasty...

A machine making Snoopy metal, decided to make one and treat it as the souvenior for you, Snoopy. wish you will like it...

This are what i bought for today...

今天我的收获。嘻

14th, Tsukiji, Ginza, Shibuya..　築地、銀座、渋谷

2009-02-16T00:17:00.011+08:00

this is Tsukiji, we went the famous fish market............

the handsome chef who prepared our sushimi, his name is Lee, if not mistaken, his hobby is France language...hehe

I ordered lots of sushi, the set was ordered by my friend,

i had the clam soup too...

the pic is kujira,鯨. not really like sashimi, but many sushi were my first time trying...hehe...

spent around 2500yen in that great great memorable breakfast...

still remember my kanimiso...gosh....

Ginza, this street was closed for just pedestrian, no car, not even bicycle was allowed on this street, people are the king... 'Tai Sai'

too many Brands to show, Ralph Lauren

-Shibuya-

the people i viewed from starbuck...

different kind of people, different stories happening every moment...

again, my camerel blended...what else i will take at Starbuck?

Siew Chee, miu miu, you got the bag...

had umeshu 梅酒　and kuppa

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T11:41:00.001+08:00

You are just not alone...

kanimiso かにみそ

2009-02-15T11:26:00.005+08:00

I reserve one big post for this Sushi, my favourite ever i guess...

My first time to try this, and i just loved it....

It may not look nice in colour, but the taste is great...

fyi: kani = crab, miso = soy paste

so it may be meant as crab paste, kua......

JIENG!!!!!!!!

something in my room.......

2009-02-12T21:46:00.001+08:00

Broken-hearted Girl, hiphoprox

2009-02-12T19:25:00.005+08:00

Heard this song of Beyonce from a blog, just liked it...

thought of sharing the original with you all, but not after i found them...

-They are Hiphoprox-

as i found out Broken-hearted Girl can be sang in such an easy way, and it can be so fun...

as a Broken-hearted gal, so what?

Recommending them, getting their video shared without sharing their profile just isn't fair...

here is how to get to them, http://www.youtube.com/user/hiphoprox

they got themselves to 'The Ellen Degeneres Show' on TV, because of their videos...

p/s: listen also to Better in Time, and Halo, just another good voice...

Broken-hearted Girl lyrics

You’re everything I thought you never were

And nothing like I thought you could’ve been

But still you live inside of me

So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget

The only one I’d love to not forgive

And though you break my heart, you’re the only one

And though there are times when I hate you

Cause I can’t erase

The times that you hurt me And put tears on my face

And even now while I hate youIt pains me to say

I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe

I don’t want a broken heart

Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you

But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no

I don’t want a broken heart

And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No...No

No broken-hearted girl

I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say

But up to now I’ve always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still I want to put this out

You say you’ve got the most respect for me

But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me

And still you’re in my heart

But you’re the only one and yes

There are times when I hate you

But I don’t complain

Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away

Oh but now I don’t hate youI’m happy to say

That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe

I don’t want a broken heart

Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you

But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no

I don’t want a broken heart

And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No

No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo

I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah

Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free

To spread my wings and fly awayAway

With you yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby

I don’t wanna a broken heart

Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby

I don’t wanna play that part

I know that I love you But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No

I don’t want a broken heart

I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..

No..No..No broken-hearted girl

Broken-hearted girl No…no…

No broken-hearted girlNo broken-hearted girl

Shinjuku　新宿

2009-02-11T22:09:00.006+08:00

Today,

it was Shinjuku

Ooji --> Tabata --> Shinjuku

went to some places, some shops, did some shopping...window shopping also, in Loius Vuitton and second hand shops for LV, haha...

bought A black Jacket...(may share with you guys when i took a pic of it)

Then it came the dinner time,

Ramen again...

this time with a side dish of Gyouza, 饺子，餃子。

though not as nice as the one in Honda, they are still a nice one, the soup was sweet, satisfying..

For chee....

2009-02-11T22:04:00.003+08:00

These are how the curry rice be served in plate in Japan...

I got the prawn curry rice and my friend had the vegetable curry rice... looked just a bit, but it really made you full, too full when you finish to the end......

Chee, you like it?

WILL LIE...

2009-02-08T23:57:00.003+08:00

WILL YOU GO AWAY?

YOU WILL NOT, WILL YOU?

OR I JUST WILL NEVER LET YOU?

THOUGH YOU WENT FAR FROM ME,

LONG TIME AGO...

AND I NEVER KNOW...

I WILL LIE

TO YOU,

TO MYSELF,

WILL LIE...

WILLLIE....

WILLIE........

Differentless

性感？

性感？

终于舍得的你们

Dear J2N

Dear Ryan,

life-traffic

忘不了

Learning...

MC!MC!

沉淀

最寂寞的时候

Happy Ending

亲爱的...

曾经想分享的...

看不清的，却想太透

一个人生活

heart beat...

一点光

Search me...

calmly, i lost...

another memorable place to be remembered...

KoTa TiNgGi

rough is nice

the blower's daughter

Pulau Ubin I

touched

还是不想说话

-colours-

From Forest

show me some lightssss

He insists i need to post his beautiful SMALL room.....then i did

? similaritY

不需要

fish dies...people dies....

黄小琥， 给会听福建歌的你们

回

家有喜事

Birthday Celebration 4

lost to your Birthday...

My Birthday...

Birthday Celebration 3!!!

My birthday celebration II

1st Birthday Celebration....

My Birthday.....

200 pounds beauty

世界之最

Hong Kong Trip III

sun light on me again...

Hong Kong Trip II

Hong Kong Trip

my new babe...

Complicated feelings!

holding tight still

I still stand...

闭上吧！关上吧！耳朵也；眼睛也

SaKuRa

I am precious

想把眼泪写在日记里

回到，那条街

happiest moments with Cota, Hiro, Patrick

黑暗里的说话

-I AM BACK-

..............

Nikko, 日光

too scared

Hakone, 箱根

Maid cafe

Ebisu, 恵比寿

Dead Fish...

The food i have in Japan Part II

Odaiba, お台場

Hoorayyyy

To Love You More

my new head phone...em, i don't have old one though

My new camera?

不动于衷

i shall control....my own train...

My new training place, Utsunomiya...

Food while i am here in Japan

黄小琥，给会听福建歌的你们

yoyogi koen 代々木　earth market, Meiji Jingu 明治神宮、shibuya 渋谷 again...

14th, Tsukiji, Ginza, Shibuya..　築地、銀座、渋谷

Shinjuku　新宿