Half Marathon completed at 2hours 6min - Newton Challenge 2016

I was so surprised that I just completed the half marathon by record of 2hours and 6minutes.
I knew that I could finihsed the race within 3 hours but I had never done or practice by my own for a 21km run, I did not expect I could finish the race this fast.

I think the thing that surprised me was that I did not pause until the 15k of the journey, for few minutes then I continue the run. The most challenging part for me was the last 3k which I paused for many times, I could obviously feel my body was tired especially my legs, they were sore. If only I pushed myself harder, my record should be within 2 hours.

But there is no complaints for my first official run. I should leave some room for improvement in my next run.

Keep it up Celtryan!!

First Half Marathon

Tomorrow will be the first marathon that I join, to be specifc, it is half-marathon.
I am excited about it, although I know physically I might not be very competence yet I am mentally prepared and am very excited towards this game.
At the meanwhile, I gotta eat a lot of banana to store my energy for the 21km journey

两个星期第一次45分钟的跑，我坚持了

加油！！！！

今天，我要向自己保证我可以继续照亮自己

Lift Me Up

So the pain begins


As the music fades





And I'm left here with


With more than I can take










If you lift me up


Just get me through this night


I know I'll rest tomorrow


And I'll be strong enough to try










When the static clears


And all is said and done


I will realize


That we all need someone










If you lift me up


Just get me through this night


I know I'll rest tomorrow


And I'll be strong enough to try










So when you see me crashing


And there's nowhere left to fall


Will you lift me even higher


To rise above this all










If you lift me up


Said if you lift me up










Said if you lift me up


Will you lift me higher










When you see me crashing


And there's nowhere left to fall


Will you lift me even higher


To rise above this all










If you lift me up


Said if you lift me up


If you lift me up


Just get me through this night

再次遇见，让我有机会成长

有很多的朋友，时不时会对我说，怎么我那么少主动和他们联系，或被朋友邀见面，我都尽可能的推掉。

今天，很难得的，我知道他来到了新加坡，在面子书里，他主动联系了我，说今晚吃个晚餐。我知道我很可能一旦见了他，我心情会不好受。

果然，我自己的心里建设很弱，因为我看见了对方的好，和对方和对方的幸福；正反映了我所有的缺，和我和我另一半的不美满。

于是，我又再次后悔了我过于爽快的扑约。

回到家，我马上换上我的跑步装，穿上了跑步鞋，我去了跑步，流了一身汗。我感觉重新有了力量，我知道我并不弱，我只是爱逃避，可是一旦正面与它遇上，我可以好好面对，因为我知道，我只需要让自己过得比昨天好，那就足够了，别人的美满，不一定适合我。

我的缺陷，可能让我一天比一天更强大，让 我可以坦然看待人生。

2 clowns in your life

~Life is never boring when you have them around~

Waiting is only worth doing when it is for something worth the same as TIME

And I have faith that I am waiting for something as precious as Time

至自己的

别人有的，我没有的，可能是自己梦寐以求的，可是并不一定是适合自己的。
自己现在拥有的可能对别人来说只是微不足道的，可是只要是自己珍惜着的，那就是世上最珍贵的。
而世界上只有被珍惜的，才称的上最珍贵的。

Positivity

It has been the 'stay positive' thing that holds me on till now.
I have to be frank that I have never been a positive thinking person in my life, not even now
But I always think I have met one in my life, and I will be with this positive thinker forever
so that when I get close to the edges of my life, there will be you to lead me back to the safe path, convincing me there are beautiful things in life I should hold on to live and see with my own eyes

I doubt, I doubt there will be still beautiful things in my remaining life

In the darkness 7th Oct

I thought of you, almost 4 years ago, you told me that I have put you in dark. I said to you that I have met the right person and asked for your blessing. I never doubted how much I could give up for this, and how much efforts I could do to work this.
I missed out to understand that it only takes 2 hands to clap, no matter how much I want it to work out, it never returns on how much efforts you put in, it just doesn't... 

回到那年时

我不喜欢后悔的感觉，我没有想过放弃你而选择他会让我有这刻心情。
因为选择他是我认为永不后悔的事情，而我们分开也是我当时认为理所当然的结果。

是我今天对幸福的看法变了，抑或他忘了他能给的幸福？ 最坏的会是我们都认为大家都被幸福拥抱着，却每晚都需要无尽的好梦让自己活过明天的寂寞。

我依然珍惜，我依然怀恋那纯纯的爱。

我看见你的自信和快乐，我给你的是我最真诚的微笑，你会一直拥有我的祝福。

Elysium - A time of quiet watch

Was it because the movie has nothing to be discussed after watching?
Or simply we needed a quiet time to enjoy this boring movie?

I wish there will be an existance of Elysium, and let all wounds in this world be cured...

The Conjuring - Consider twice before you watch it if you are to sleep alone at night

This movie is so scary, it has been such long time I get to watch a movie that freaked me out so much.
I did not come to think that I had to sleep alone after the movie :(

I felt like I survived when I woke up this morning.

Does Pebble SmartWatch make me a smarter person?

The answer is a definite NO I know.

My birthday present reached me last night.
I asked for this present after making a search from google for a smart watch/gadget

I just wanted myself to start getting more contacts with up-to-date stuff, which I have been lazy to learn.

This is another motivation :)
I will use u wisely Pebble 

- My Love -

I find this song is so relevant to my current emotion, feelings.I have too much inside; yet I made no talking

MY LOVE - Celine Dion
My love, we have seen it allThe endless confession, the rise and fallAs fragile as a childBut lately I'm sorry I can't hold a smile
But I stand tall to get byNo matter how hard I try to hide
Did you know I take the time for you?Did you know that I would see you through?Did you know that I would play the part?I must've made it clear right from the start
My love, can you give me strength?Somehow I forgot how to ease my painI know I'm right where I belongSomething from nothing never proved me wrong
But I stand tall to get byNo matter how hard I try to hide
Did you know I take the time for you?Did you know that I would see you through?Did you know that I would play the part?I must've made it clear right from the start
I would share my whole life with youWould you do the same for me?I would give all I am to youWould you do the same for me?
And I will stand tall to get byNo matter how hard I try to hideCould you see I've been brave?Did you notice all my mistakes?There were times I could feel you read my mind
Did you know I take the time for you?Did you know that I could see right through?Did you know that I would play the part?I know I made it clear right from the start

Old & New friends

In the weekend, I met an old friend and a new friend
The excitements from both were indescribably great;

I did not expect I still got a chance to get in touch again with my old friend
=> Giap
*My senior in my secondary school
*One of my favorite blogger (have been reading his blog until lost contact, and his blog brought down)
*My idol in Chinese writing
Thanks for the advanced technology, and Facebook, which makes finding long lost friend easier
I am so glad that I am able to read good blogpost again from him :)

Because of the same interest on Photography, I met a new friend
=> Kenny
*A hairstylist
He showed me his Sony Nex 6 which is so cool with all recent features
We ended sitting under the our HDB block with beers and nuts and talking craps until midnight
It was so fun and at that time, I finally realised the joy of those 'uncles' sitting at the coffee shops with beers and talk craps loud~
The fact is I have become one uncle too :)

my baby ELITE is alive

Finally my Elite is alive
I was once feeling so so down thinking I have to let u go
Being positive is always a positive action

HP fixed it within 2 working days

I am impressed and grateful :)

Not again, colon cancer

I have been wishing nothing bad happens to my family, especially after I lost my mom 6 years ago, '
'safety and health' are always the first thing come to my mind whenever I wish
I can't imagine losing another person that I love
This time, it attacks my sister, she is a single mom with 2 kids in primary school.
At beginning of stage 3, we all stay positive to fight this together.
I am sure this is another challenge from God to us, to me, except facing it with smiles, we try laughter
What a life without ups and downs; what a life without smiles and lot of laughter?

what's more important?

We do what is more important first
The only questions will only be:
: What is more important to you?

Anniversary

Three years has not been a short time, let's put down our egos and live it another 27 years together

p/s: I hope I am always the long hair guy that you like to be with

回到那时侯

忽然很想回到那时侯，
吹着风，拉着风筝线，与你一起飞的时候

当发现回不了了，放下风筝让自己不再那么沉重，自由的随风飘飘，如何？

我就是我，是颜色不一样的烟火

I am what I am
我永远都爱这样的我
快乐是
快乐的方式不只一种
最荣幸是
谁都是造物者的光荣
不用闪躲
为我喜欢的生活而活
不用粉墨
就站在光明的角落

我就是我
是颜色不一样的烟火
天空海阔
要做最坚强的泡沫
我喜欢我
让蔷薇开出一种结果
孤独的沙漠里
一样盛放的赤裸裸

多么高兴
在琉璃屋中快乐生活
对世界说
什么是光明和磊落

不是那个人

这世界上有享受被呼之则来；挥之则去的人。

可惜我并不是那个人。

Bubbles no more please

Promises are like bubbles, break once touches the ground;

How many times I am asked to be the ground, seeing every bubbles break without a goodbye

How many times you were stepping on me, asking me to be happy

Still how many bubbles left I need to see them breaking in front of me?
I wish I can be the blower, or I should wish I never met the blower