怀恋

这时候，我开始又怀恋了。

那大海风吹不乱的短发；

那大海声乱不着的平静.

在 Hokitika 的两天，我享受它傍晚时的海风，很强的风却吹不乱人的心绪；

我留了三个星期的短发，被吹得无法招架， 我的心却格外的平静；

平静让我看见海浪的方向；平静让我听见自己的脚步；

平静让我感觉平静。

这时候，我懂我怀恋的不是那次的旅行，而是久违的平静。

It always comes with $

                                                       

Recently stressed by Love?
Recently stressed by Money?

                                                   

Lego.Land (II)

Alright, this is something I enjoyed when I visited Legoland, the world of miniature at the center of this land is amazing. It amused me so much, here I share some of them I love with you here :)

How interesting if there is one in this colour in real

Oh, I love this cruise

This is made so purposely to please Singaporean visitors :D

These few shots are my favourite

I love this shot, how would they ever thought of putting a small girl at that spot!

Some shots at castle, look at the wall with cracks...

Back to some old age...

Canon Photomarathon 2012

So it was once a year photomarathon organised by Canon again.
This is my third year participating, though I did not get any prize this year, it was truly a good way to skill up, and to admire other people master pieces...

Below are my entries for the 3 themes of the contest :) (for my own memory)

1st Theme: Wonder

2nd Theme: Harmony

3rd Theme: Pleasure

Hope I would get a better works in Photomarathon 2013

Lego.Land (I)

So I had got to go to this place, not even Universal Studio in Singapore I ever thought of going even I have been living in this small country for 4 years. I went to this, it was an outing with my dad, and my sister's family, my niece and nephew longed for sitting in a car made by bricks, Lego bricks which they do not even play with, but we bought the tickets and stepped in to their unfamiliar land :)

It was crowded under hot Saturday!

Show for kids, good for parents to rest under shaded place 

 

I spent long time queuing to buy tickets, so I killed some time on taking these

This girl who prepared the tickets for us, happened to be neighbor of my sister, I found the name tag so  cute :) would love to have one

These tickets are like achievement, put aside the RM500 that we spent getting them, the feeling to take up a long queue under hot sun and finally got them was awesome

My nephew took a 30 minutes queue for a 5 minutes boat ride was  brave :P This is a pic he stood looking at other people riding boats, I guess the thing that you waited long enough, they become the best (or at least look the best ever) when you finally got them

My lovely niece was the victim of the day (in my own opinion) as there was nothing much in that Land brings any memories to her, nor any good game that she was allowed to play due to height limit, luckily she was easily satisfied by food

I will post some pictures on things that fascinated me in Legoland soon :)
LEGOLAND

Love $

A lot of people are trying to look for money,

some are trying to prove love is in the money,

and the deeper you seek the more priceless love is;

Some gave up during their journey,

realising true love never hides in money,

it is to be seen,

A few never hesitated,

time is only spent embracing the existing love they already have 

<3 p="p">

Back as Titanium

How about coming back as a Titanium
I am inspired by this song, the lyrics, and music video, realizing how different I am, and how far I have been hiding myself from...





You shout it loud, but I can't hear a word you sayI'm talking loud, not saying muchI'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochetyou shoot me down, but I get up
I'm bulletproof, nothing to losefire away, fire awayricochet, you take your aimfire away, fire awayyou shoot me down, but I won't fallI am titaniumyou shoot me down, but I won't fallI am titanium
Cut me down, but it's you who'll have further to fallGhost town and haunted loveRaise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bonesI'm talking loud, not saying much
I'm bulletproof, nothing to losefire away, fire awayricochet, you take your aimfire away, fire awayyou shoot me down, but I won't fallI am titaniumyou shoot me down, but I won't fallI am titanium
Stone hard, machine gunFired at the ones who runStone hard, as bulletproof glass
You shoot me down, but I won't fallI am titanium

终于舍得的你们

致终于舍得的你们,


忽然，我想起了你们。
当这首歌的一段段，那么贴切的陈述着你和你。
终于舍得过自己的生活，

当他决定了向左，他向前走了。
当他决定了向左，你向前走了吗？

当谁都不再等谁了，都懂了...


celtryan

Dear J2N

Dear J2N,
你好！
谢谢你关心我的生活。

我的烦恼，看似你很是清楚。哈！我明白自己是珍贵的，所以如今每一天都在学习着如何爱护珍贵的东西，那包括我和他的回忆，既然忘不了的，我选择面对自己的感受，为这段回忆我愿意妥协的可以不只这些，所以请别再要我忘记这和我一样珍贵的东西。

记得，你曾经想知道我对从前，现在，与未来的想法。
我忽然很想对你的疑问做表达， 虽然这些想法明天一大清早，很可能又会有所改变，

关于现在 - 和你所写的一样，我不懂该把自己放在哪个位子，和你所表达不同的是，我并没有要把自己放在任何一个位子上； 再和你想的不同的还有，我没有为这件事情看来沮丧，或正在烦恼着，反而，我享受着。

我发觉（虽然之前已经知道了），自己忽冷忽热的性格，很叫身边的人难受，这会不会是单身后的情绪化较糟糕，荷尔蒙较失调呢？well, 这是我正在担心的，可是，这也不代表我会随便要一个人来爱我，包括你在内，最多去找医生调个平衡荷尔蒙来吃也好！

关于未来 - 一片空白。

我是所真的。 很想向你说说我的计划，可是实际上自己就是个不爱计划的人，或应该说，是个不会计划的人。可是，我知道，我有很多很多我想做的事情，我会慢慢实现，而我可以看得见，我的明天，我都会是开心的。

这些开心的事情，而也是你会陪我一起做的，因为，这人生会是我控制的，没得你太多给意见。

总而言之，你会和我一样，需要自由，爱上自由！我，会带着你飞！


最近，知道你身体都没有很好，你需要多点休息的时间。
保重！

Ryan

P/S: 我并没有忘了提‘关于从前’， 而是，关于从前的想法，谁理啊！？？ 一起向前冲咯！！

Dear Ryan,

Dear Ryan,

i know sometimes you have hard times placing yourself, finding who you are...

no worries, as from now on,
let me play your game, and
i'm putting you anywhere, naming you noone....

nobody loves you, nobody will love you, i will!



it's gonna be a new fun time! for both of us...


cheers
J2N

life-traffic

i can't breath, i don't breath...

as it's fast, it never stops...

it's life....

J2N

忘不了

有些回忆，管你怎么拔，也拔不掉；
有些人，管你怎么忘...

我只是还忘不了他开过的一个玩笑...

CR

Learning...

may you smile,
don't be scared!!

let your hair down,
cut it bold, let it shine!
then you shine!!

why cry?
stop crying, learn shouting!
learn yelling! learn laughing! then you learn to be pretty,
is to be it...when you think you are pretty...

turn your head, and look at your own shadow,
then you know black is beautiful, then you know life need not much colour to be colourful...

CR

MC!MC!

MC!

沉淀

让我沉，
让我沉淀

J2N

最寂寞的时候

和喜欢他的声音！

Happy Ending

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

亲爱的...

你那只画画的手，

长着双漂亮的眼睛。

看见我看见的，

画着我想着的。

我爱的；我亲爱的，

你看见我的笑容，

却画着我的泪流。

你却画着她的笑容，

看着我流泪。
Just2Nite

曾经想分享的...

今天，天没有很蓝。

心情也一样。

我没有看见你爱的彩虹，没有丝毫感慨，因为那是你爱的；我爱的是夜空。

和我的忧郁个性没有关系，我保留我对黑色的眷恋。

相信有些毒是药，就像有时候我就是爱不爱我的，但我就是不得不爱，有些毒就是不喝不痛快，不试不会懂它可以是你的药。

我发现我背后有颗眼睛。很小一颗，却是看得如此的清楚，他看见没有人，当然它不会看见你。他看见我的背后不会有人，在我未来的日子里；就像我看见我面前的。

我还是爱着我的人生。我还是相信我会遇见你，因为，我知道，我不会想活着，如果我没有相信任何奇迹的余地。我还想活着，因为你还活着。不想干着，却被影响着，可笑的关系，我又可笑的人生。

我好像知道得太多了，会否不再那么可笑，还是其实一直都并没有那么可笑。凭什么，阻止人生不再可笑？凭什么，你就不让我笑？哈哈哈。 哈哈哈！哈哈哈？ 我就是要笑。我可以控制的，你凭什么不给？我要的，你凭什么带走？ CIBAI！

看不清的，却想太透

一个人生活

heart beat...

Give me my heart Beat,
return me my Pressure....

then i stop crying

Just2nite

一点光

给我一点，一点，
光。

Search me...

Did you ever searched me?
i doubt...on you and my trust on you...
Try to tell me, once that you ever looked for me,
and i will believe, believe in you and my smiles were true...
i believed that my smiles came from you...
as long as you search, you see....

calmly, i lost...

don't talk,
and i don't talk...