久等的聚会，明天。

刚考完试，真是轻松，好似要忘了自己还有两张日语试卷，要是不合格，就得再付上六十，然后等上一年，才可以重考了。还有15天，来得及吗？

明天，终于有机会可以和我三个最要好朋友见面，聚在一起了，这应该会是最近两个月里最值得期待的快乐吧！？

四个男孩，现在的大男生（还不想认老...)， 聚在一起，不管隔了多久，不会怀疑，明天还是会一番吵吵闹闹，无聊的谈天......

虽然大家都好像变了，但不难发现其实大家都不想变，有，是不想变老的，不会是怕皱纹会变明显了，应该是N年前的回忆确实比较美好和快乐的。可笑的，有，人的性格是很难去改变的...

一个，当中，中五就出社会工作的，开始每个月赚3，4 千不够用，直到换了工作，上个月赚了8千，还是不够用......最近通电话，终于也认真谈了一次天，有听他说一些‘做人’的意义，过后说又不想做这分工了，这次不是因为钱了，说做得很不开心，想做他想做的，做他有兴趣的...

找不到他，很久过后，会突然收到他的讯息，会很长，好像经过一番修行一样，很有趣。最近的一封，如下：

fear will tie you up, freedom seems like let you have wings that you can fly wherever you want . your life can become interesting and meaningful when you found you can be yourself anytime, anyhow... who is you? a good question。 depend on your sixth sense, the answer will only be answered when you feel the answer is right, not through others' mouths, don't feel fear to make any decision, because this is your life, not thier lives, nothing to fear of, when you try to do what you like and others may feel uncomfortable, maybe they feel you are the one doing such thing, they want you to be same like them, so they critisize you, to stop you. dont bother when 1000 people said you are wrong, you are the only person will know what is right or wrong, same like love ,you are the only one know you love or not, from your heart, try to listen more to your heart, listen to what it says, how it feels, and not from your mind. what i want is to feel, what my heart and soul needs, not to use the mindset that already set by other people waht is right and wrong since we are young and always told back the same story that everybody had now, you are you... how you feel when you see a rose? so beautiful like others will think of? is this your real feeling? or mind set since we are young?
Just say the rose is beautiful when you really feel like that. You will be different.

这是从我手机收讯箱里抄出来的。很喜欢后面的部分。

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一个，有了自己很明确的梦，走着自己的路，不过少了很多信心，所以路变得不容易走。可能经历了不少失望，对自己，也对别人，所以变得表面很冷漠的，内心却热腾的人。

很多时候，大家都忙着成为自己想成为的自己，有时真的忙得忘了接受些些少许真真的自己。那样，到头来，会被自己看轻，也会弄失自信，是很辛苦的。

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一个，就要踏入社会，也再也等不及似的，有很大理想的人，却被自己和周遭弄得越来越小了。他做得到的事情实在太多了, 但让他迟疑的事情也很多。自信果然很重要。

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大家好像都正在寻寻觅觅，找着自己，我们何时会找到呢？